God I’m so Tired!!!!

God's Child

If you are reading this, you could be in a great mood just scrolling through different blogs like this one. On the other hand, you may have found this blog out of desperation as you constantly google and search for something to give you some type of encouragement. You are probably feeling alone, left behind, voiceless, and ashamed. Or maybe you are feeling in one the happiest moods full of life, laughter, and just awesomeness. As I am writing this, I can tell you that I’m not feeling really motivated. As I was writing in my journal, a thought came to my mind, “Why do I feel so down when I have everything I need, I got sleep last night, and today was okay?” I don’t know. It’s just one of those days.

One thing that I do know for sure is that no matter how you feel, you will always be God’s child. You can make one billion and one mistakes. You can cry yourself to sleep every night. You can look in the mirror and feel like the world’s biggest failure, but God doesn’t see you that way. For every imperfection the world may acknowledge, that is one more thing that makes you the perfect child in God’s eyes. He loves you. He cares for you. He sent his son, Jesus to fulfill the most wonderful mission one could ever fulfill. His son died just for you and me. As we face these hard days and feel like nothing, there is a God looking straight down from heaven saying, “My child is something.” He finds you so beautiful. You are a creation that He is proud of. He smiles when He looks at you. When you hear God’s voice, peace should overwhelm your heart. For every tear you shed, His heart weeps. Why? Because you are God’s child. When your heart feels low, He feels your pain. When you look down at yourself, He says, “My child should see what they mean to me.” You mean the world and more to God. If not, He would not have given His word, His son to shed blood for us, and His love would not have been expressed as it was. You are God’s chosen child. A special, anointed, blessed child in His eyes and that is all that should matter.


What did you say!?!

Keep in mind that the age and period that you are at now is the easiest it gets. The older you get, the more problems and challenges you will face. This is not to be negativity but to say be content where you are at now. When I was in middle school, I wanted to be in high school. When I was in high school, I wanted to be in college. You see my point?

God wants us to be happy no matter what stage we are in. Smile. Things will get easier but don’t look at the next stage as if it will be the answer. Every level has pros and cons.

Random thoughts and moments with the Lord 🙂

What am I learning?

This semester God has shown me an array of things that He can do. One thing I’ve learned is that God can show you what you can do, but the world shows you what you can’t do. When the world shoves doubt and negativity in your ears and it really gets to you, rely on God for strength. The more you tell Him how awesome He is, the more He shows you why He’s so awesome. (God is just cool like that- He can do whatever He wants to do whenever He wants to do it).
There were plenty of times that I felt like He just wasn’t listening, but He was. I think when we get so consumed in our everyday problems, we expect for God to say something back. But when we talk to our friends and family when we’re going through a hard time we expect them to listen not talk right? Well, that’s what He’s doing too. We’ve got to learn to first trust him, humble ourselves at all times, and most of all rely on Him for our strength especially in the midst of weakness. I assure you that he will definitely put a smile on your face when you put a smile on His. Make God proud. He wants to be happy about your obedience. To constantly see His children doing the right thing just makes him jump for joy just like our earthly parents. God is a happy God. Don’t you want to make Him happy? He makes you happy right?