You’re silent for a reason!

God says, “I kept you silent for a reason, to help those with hurting hearts convey their pain and suffering.” There will be times when you just don’t know what to say to someone that’s going through the valley. BUT God wants you to serve as that listening ear to the one that’s hurting. It’s something about that physical presence that ignites the healing process.



Stop trying to hide it from me!

God says, “There are so many things that you are trying to hide from me. I know how you feel. I know your hearts desire. I want you to give me everything. Give me your pain, give me your sorrows, give me all of your emotions, give me your sadness, give me your weaknesses, give me your burdens, give me EVERYTHING! I am the one who can handle all of that. You cannot. You are not build for all of that pain and sorrows. I love you and will never let you go. So come to me! Empty your heart upon my feet.”

Jesus states in Matthew 11:28-30
“Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn of me, for I am meek and lowly in heart: and ye shall find rest unto your souls. For my yoke is easy and burden is light.”

Your Shepherd feels you!

Jesus states in John 10:27-28, “My sheep hear my voice, and I know them, and they follow me. And I give unto them eternal life; and they shall never perish, neither shall any man pluck them out of my hand.”

The best part about being a Christ follower is hearing his voice. Even when the world tries to tell you what’s right and what’s wrong. Deep in your heart, the Holy Spirit will lead and guide you in the right direction. Confusion is nothing but the devil trying to trick you into doing wrong, but when the Holy Spirit tells you right, you will receive awesome confirmation.

The absolute greatest part is that in this world nothing can separate you from Jesus. Jesus died for all of us and his love is so great that nothing anyone in this world can say or do can separate us from our Shepherd. He is our leader, he knows us more than we know ourselves. He can feel our pain. He can feel our sorrows. And when we are up, he’s up with us. Jesus will never leave us. He is the one true shepherd that has and will always have the true and divine power over this world, his kingdom, love, and DEATH! Nothing can separate the sheep from their shepherd!

Mega Awesome!

Prayer from your child

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Dear Jesus,

I pray that whoever finds this photo will find you and seek you. I pray that they give their life to you. I pray that they will follow your word, your spirit, your presence, and most of all your voice! We need you down here day and night. People don’t want to give you the praise but I will. On behalf of every person, every family, every nation, everywhere I say please Jesus we need you down here. We need you like never before. We can’t live without. We can’t breathe without you. We can’t do anything without. I will not give up on when your word is right here in front of me. I will not stop praying just because I don’t feel like it. I will not stop just because the world has turn their backs on you. I will not give up just because everyone else says to. I love you Jesus. You are the only one that hears my cry in the middle of the night, that feels my hurt and pain when no one else does, that can come to my rescue and protect me when the enemy tries to tear me down. You are right there. You will never leave and for that I love you and praise you forever and forevermore!! You have my heart! You have my mind! You have my family! You have my friends! I surrender everything!

Child of a King!

Facing the Lord in the midst of your mightmares.

God says, “My sweet child, you don’t even have to say a word. I already know how you feel and what you are going through.”

Facing the Lord in the midst of your nightmares is the only answer to life’s most difficult situations. He is the only one that knows the answers to questions that no one else knows the answer to. Life can get really hard and at times unbearable. There will be plenty of times that the tears will just flow down your cheeks like rain on a window. It will be okay. God is right there listening. He will hold your hand and love you unlike any other person or thing in this world 🙂

God says, “I did it on purpose!”

God says, “I did it on purpose!”

Says Jesus

Life can get super, super, super hard. I remember thinking and questioning God myself, but then this morning God spoke to me and said, “I did it on purpose!” God is an awesome God. He does what He wants and when He wants to. You have to trust him. It’s hard when you feel like He took your favorite relative away or that special person in your life that actually understood you. It’s hard, I know I have been there. But do you trust God?

God says, “I did it on purpose.” I did not understand a lot of things until I read the book of Ecclesiastes and found out that a lot of the answers to my questions were written in that beautiful book. I went years and years trying to figure out why and when, when they were lying at the foot of my bed in that beautiful book called, “The Holy Bible!” My heart was filled with so much joy as I saw the answers and heard His voice. This is all part of God’s plan. He is shaping us and molding us day by day. Even when we are sleeping I believe that God is working on us. Why? He gives us some of the most wonderful dreams and even dreams with that person that we thought we lost. God is using you. He did all of those things on purpose because He says, “I felt you needed those things to be equipped for your future seasons. You cannot continue on this life journey without those obstacles and roadblocks to learn from them. ”

Life can get so hard, mind blowing, and sometimes unbearable. There were plenty of times where you may crawl on the bed in tears crying to God saying, “I need you. I need you. Can you hear me!!!” And the best part is that He is listening to you. He is right there with you. He feels your pain. He felt that pain when He sent his firstborn son Jesus down to the cross for all of us. Jesus knows and he already felt what you felt a long time ago. Jesus says, “I’ve been there sweetheart. I know and I’ve felt what you’ve felt.” Just know that He will never ever leave you. You have a special friend in Jesus and a special place in your heart that no one else can fill except Jesus. He will never leave you alone to tackle life by yourself. Just call on Him. He may not reply immediately but just know that He is listening to His friend. He knows who you are and what you are going through. His love is just that strong for you. He wants the best for you! He loves you endlessly!

You are not alone!

You are not alone! Everything you go through is not to harm you. God has appointed struggle, heartache, miracles, blessings, mountains, and valleys in your life because you can help someone else with those testimonies. God never does something just for you! He does it to show you to tell the body of Christ. We are all in this together. When He comes back He is coming back for the body of Christ. You are not alone. Your struggle is not alone. You are not alone in your problems. There is someone who has been down that road. God has you. He knows what He’s doing. Trust him and he will restore and redeem you. He’s right there. Just reach for him!

Want to know what those tears are for?

Do you know what it’s like to be so emotionally scarred, bruised, and spiritually torn to pieces? Have you ever felt the pain of lost so bad that it almost feels physical? It feels as though the tears will never end and the hurt will never go away! Believe it or not. I’ve been there. I didn’t trust God for a long time because of all of the deaths and hurt that I’ve experienced growing up. I grew up with only one set of grandparents but God put two more sets of grandparents in my life to watch over me and my family. When my aunt passed, God put someone in my life that didn’t replace her but she was definitely there during that time. (You know who you are wink emoticon I never thought I would share that but God’s telling me to. My point is God wants that. God wants all of that hurt, pain, and all of those tears. Give it to him. Tell him that you can’t live without him. Tell him that you don’t want to hurt anymore. Tell him!! His hand is out towards you, are you turning away? He can heal that brokenness. This leads to your anointing. You have to overcome plenty of obstacles to get to where you need to be. Your calling, ministry, gifts, talents are your breakthroughs from those tragedies and heartaches. After those are done, God will give you a new heart. First, you have to ask for it. This heart will be used for the compassion to reach and help others through their time of heartache. So take that pain AND GIVE IT TO GOD!!!!!!!!!!!! There is someone that can touch your heart unlike anyone else. His name is Jesus. Run to him!